Despite the fact that I've been in this situation more times than Cheryl Cole has appeared in Ok! magazine I am still clueless on how to handle myself or the way to act. (Somebody help before I end up like one of those ladies who lives by herself with a dozen cats for company and a rather hefty pet-shop bill). We have shared a few cheeky snogs on 2 different occasions and then since sent a few texts between us. But it got to the stage that I was always the first one to send the text and sometimes it felt like I was just annoying him.
This led me to wonder should I give up and just get over it. However this is never as easy as it sounds and the more I try to "get over it" the more I end up thinking about the person in question and then realising that no he probably doesn't like makes me feel even shitter.
I've also tried to forget by drinking a little too much alcohol with one my friends who was down from uni over the weekend. Unfortunately a few too many vodkas later I ended up seeing the guy who was completely sober and in a respectable state I however had a massive mud patch on the back of my black dress (I had just fallen over in a field on the way home from a wedding reception, classy bird I know!), I could not walk straight and my eyelashes (fake ones) were peeling off. And I seriously wonder why I find myself in this position!!
To be honest I am a long way off figuring out what I should do and to admit it truly a little lost. And if anybody does ever find out what to do this situation please let me know!
I am now going to pick my little, crumpled heart up off the floor,
and going to watch Towie for a few giggles.
Thank you for reading,
I hope you are well.
X.
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